Tuesday, July 02, 2002
WOW. So if it weren't for Paul, this day would be going perfectly. :(
He is just so weird and wasn't as nice on the phone as I hoped he would be. But I am going to force that out of my head and focus on everything else thats good today. Ugh. He just sets me back and that is so unfair. I would rather not talk to him at all then talk to him and have him be an asshole.
Anyway...Since this morning, I had a 30 minute talk with my brother that was wonderful! I talked to my dad, my mom, and Mariah. Then Kelly's sister Aly, Im'ed me to wish me a happy birthday. :-D
THEN...I get this voice message on the work answering machine from Kelly's parents saying "Happy Birthday" and some other really nice things. It was so great! Having all of these people say and do this makes me feel so loved and happy. We all need a day like this every once in awhile. Just reminds you that people really do care about you and that you aren't as alone as you would think. Thank you everyone. Thank you so so much.
Thank you for making up for my boyfriend. :(
One should always be able to count on their friends to make up for other things. And I am blessed to have an incredible group of them here in this city.
Leaving in about 10 minutes with Rita to go meet Kelly for the first part of the day! YAY!
I never want this day to end.
Never.
:(
He is just so weird and wasn't as nice on the phone as I hoped he would be. But I am going to force that out of my head and focus on everything else thats good today. Ugh. He just sets me back and that is so unfair. I would rather not talk to him at all then talk to him and have him be an asshole.
Anyway...Since this morning, I had a 30 minute talk with my brother that was wonderful! I talked to my dad, my mom, and Mariah. Then Kelly's sister Aly, Im'ed me to wish me a happy birthday. :-D
THEN...I get this voice message on the work answering machine from Kelly's parents saying "Happy Birthday" and some other really nice things. It was so great! Having all of these people say and do this makes me feel so loved and happy. We all need a day like this every once in awhile. Just reminds you that people really do care about you and that you aren't as alone as you would think. Thank you everyone. Thank you so so much.
Thank you for making up for my boyfriend. :(
One should always be able to count on their friends to make up for other things. And I am blessed to have an incredible group of them here in this city.
Leaving in about 10 minutes with Rita to go meet Kelly for the first part of the day! YAY!
I never want this day to end.
Never.
:(
